Hey guys~
It's been a really loonngg time since i last posted.
I re-read all the stuff i posted and i realised how childish i was.
hahaha, does that mean that i'm mature now?

Anyway as usual i was suppose to study.
I so called Hardcore study yesterday but today im slacking and all.
Not really good.
Well recently I have been looking at  those youtube stars.
Like mychonny, yourchonny, chonnyday, chonny game.
They are actually the same person with many different accounts.
HAHAHA. It's 11 in the night and im waiting for my mother to come back home.
Really...Hungry.
Exams in just a week.
And all and all.
Im not ready really.
So right not i actually writing to my future self that is going to read this.
I'm not sure how many years later.
To my future self:
Please do not slack.
Go and study. If you have to.
If you know what i mean.
And if you didn't know.
You used to like T.O.P.
Love,
Rachel from the past.

AND YES I LOVE T.O.P
He is from BIG BANG
starting to spazz
WELL BASICALLY HE HAS A DEEP VOICE
HE'S HOT AND ALL
A really charismatic guy.I suppose if my future self doesn't know she's not a true fan.
I made this tittle "ALIVE" to represent 2 things:
BIG BANG Album 'Alive'
and i am trying to revive my blog. ALIVE.
IM STILL ALIVE~ IM STILL ALIVE~
Back to T.O.P.
He is 25 this year.( i knew it after i 'stalked' him)
And his real name is Choi Seung Hyun.
He acted in 71 into the fire.
wait, was it 71 or 91 into the fire.
I can't really remember the number, BUT THE MOVIE IS REALLY NICE.
I ask you to watch it please do. It's really fantastic.
( WOW FANTASTIC BABY)
i cried.
HAHAHA.
Gawdd.. im being really childish here cause it's late at night and so quiet in the house im finding a source of entertainment. This is my source of entertainment.
Actually not.
I have no idea what i saying.
I guess this is the LONGEST post i have ever written.
Good night.
Here's two random poem i made:

Awkward

Is awkward a feeling,
Well it's not appealing.
It shows up at the wrong moment
And stops all your movement.

Your mind thinks of something.
Something you can do.
To stop the awkwardness.
The awkwardness between you two.


Nobody's Somebody

The nobody's somebody
Never had everybody
And had nothing.
But when he had everything
He shared anything
With anybody.

Baby good night~ LOLOL~ T.O.P overflowing hotness.
Born to seduce since 1987